AND THEREBY HANGS A TALE (Continued)
Run and Hide (Part 3)
It was several years before she was considered fit to be released. Now free of the
curse of drugs she was advised to forsake her old haunts and so called friends.
Her mind kept returning to her hallucinatory dreams of the attic in Windermere. In her
heart of hearts she knew she must relent and return to Windermere to discover either the
source of the dream or slay the dragon of her nightmare. Either could release her,
either could make her situation and mindset worse. What to do?
Finally after a few weeks she found herself once more at the bus station awaiting the
coach for Windermere and Ambleside. It was 2 months since her release in the middle of
August. The day was grey and full of foreboding. The sort of day when sleep is the sane
man?s choice.
Her nerves jangled as she wondered what the next few days would reveal. At last the
coach arrived and she was on her way hoping for a dream, dreading a nightmare.
Her first few days were spent in the cheapest B & B she could find. By day she prowled
the small lakeside town always looking at the roofline always searching for her dreamed
of attic. As she became more familiar with the town the memory of her dream gradually
returned and finally she narrowed her search by remembering the view from the attic
window. Then suddenly there it was in front of her. The very house of her dreams. An
involuntary shiver raced down her spine.
Slowly she approached the door her body felt too heavy for her legs to support, her heart
pounded so loudly that she felt sure others must be able to hear it.. After an eternity
she was there on the step. As she stood at the door she was aware of curtains twitching
at nearby windows. She had knocked at the door before she spotted the doorbell. For some
reason she found this acutely embarrassing and as the door was opened she was still
blushing bright scarlet.
The lady who answered the door was much younger than the dreamt of lady. ?Can I help you??
She asked in a pleasantly pitched voice. ?Have you an attic I could rent?? She blurted
out. ?Why an attic are you an artist? Do you intend to starve?? Asked the lady of the
house. ?It?s a long story involving a dream I promise I?ll tell you one day? she replied.
?So if I want to hear the story I?d better rent you the attic but I must warn you it?s
been years since it was used.
She gazed out of the attic?s turreted window. The view down Lake Windermere through the
weak watery late afternoon sun was stunning. The screech of gulls added to her sense of
return to better times. She had been lucky to get this attic it must be the cheapest
rent in Cumbria she thought, mind you with it?s threadbare carpet and rickety furniture
she could see why. She had no hot water but the lady had said she could use the bathroom
downstairs so at least she could keep clean in comfort. There was no proper kitchen just
a Baby Belling. These thoughts ran through her head, these echoes from the past.
Later she returned to the window a low mist cloaked the lake like the gossamer webs on a
dewy autumnal lawn. Above the moon shone bright and cold in a star filled sky.
It?s a night for mystery and magic she thought. The feelings of dread lifted like weights
from her shoulders.
The next few days were hectic. She had agreed to a rent-free two months in exchange for
giving her new home an early spring clean and a coat of paint. She was also washing up
lunch times and evenings in a pretentiously called Bistro. It wasn?t enough but it
helped to eke out her dwindling funds.
Diana, her landlady, was impressed with her handiwork and a few days later Diana had
arranged for her to meet Diana?s brother in law. She had returned from the meeting
frightened but elated. It was all too neat this falling into place. The brother in law
had offered her a job for the close season refurbishing holiday cottages. The wages had
been more than she expected but she had been warned the work would be hard and tiring.
This was too deja vu for comfort but then she remembered the night of mystery and magic
and her uplifted feelings.
Six weeks had passed since her arrival in Windermere and the sullen grey autumn had
become a cold and biting winter. Funds were much less of a problem as in addition to
her day job she had continued to work at the Bistro in the evenings, this, not only
brought in extra money, but also an evening meal and a packet of sandwiches for the
next day. Not the standard expected by our dear old queen to say nothing of the queer
old dean, she chuckled, but quite acceptable. Several visits to Lakeland Plastics and
careful choices from the seconds and discontinued lines had helped to give her small
but freshly cleaned and painted attic a homely feel. Bob, the brother in law, had given
her a small fridge-freezer and an old TV, which she hardly ever watched, from a cottage
he was upgrading.
As she sat in front of the spluttering wood fire she pronounced herself well satisfied
with her progress, even if it is a dream she muttered, querulously, to herself.
She couldn?t remember exactly how Ryan had come into her life. He had been an occasional
visitor to the Bistro but his visits had become more frequent and they had fallen into
the habit of chatting. Soon he was calling in almost every night and one very slow night
she had had one glass of wine too many and gradually had related her whole story to him
When she awoke the next morning she recalled the previous evening and felt sure that
her ?confession? would have driven Ryan away but that night he was back at the Bistro.
It was inevitable that they would become lovers sure he was very normal looking but as
she often said to herself her face would not launch a dozen pedalos let alone a thousand
ships.
It was the week before Christmas and as she lay in her bed the moonlight streaming
through the not quite closed curtains, the water could be heard lapping at the lake
side and in the distance an owl hooted. The same thought reoccurred to her again and
again was this still a drug induced dream or was it reality? She twisted and turned
in her anxiety caused nightmare. Suddenly she opened her eyes and saw the small fibre
optic Christmas Tree glowing in the corner of the room and breathed a sigh of relief.
At that moment an arm enfolded her. ?Sshh you?re safe your hopeful romantic is here.
On hearing the words she jammed her eyes shut not daring to open them.
Dream or reality the conundrum remains